In recent times, I’ve brought into my physical reality many small and large dreams I’ve held all my life. In fact, I’ve manifested more dreams in the past five years than in the previous four decades.
There is still one very dearly held dream I’ve yet to realize: writing a novel. I've made numerous starts over the course of my life, but the actual completion has eluded me.
While the type of novel has changed over the years -- I now see a "visionary novel" based on concepts from my channeled writings -- the essence is the same -- a work of fiction. Reality creation at its best is the creation of an entire world that plays as vividly as a movie in the mind.
This year I’ve vowed to make the novel a reality. Instead of slogging through the old methods of novel creation that have stymied my creativity in the past, I decided to try something new: energizing the timeline where the story is complete and adopting the identity self of the book's creator. I then write from the perspective of one who has already created the story and knows well both the story and the steps of its creation.
I had no idea how this might work. But I have faith in the timeline technique and in my desire and ability to create. So I began. I saw myself as the person who has completed the book. I began to act as this person. I found myself thinking, "Now that it's finished, I'll want to design an interesting cover." That caught my attention because it was the moment when I realized I had completely stepped into this new identity. I understand now why and how actors enter the identity of the person they will create on the screen.
Soon afterward, my complete identity shift was underscored by a dream where I received the entire story for the novel, including its title. I even received a sequel to the original story and its title. When I woke the next day, I knew my reality had changed forever. I was now a novelist.
I also knew something I had long suspected: our visions manifest magically when we get out of the way and allow them to come into our physical reality.
What would have otherwise taken me months and possibly years to slog through was downloaded into my consciousness in a single dream. All that was necessary on my part to facilitate this was to set the intention, energize the timeline where my dream was already a reality and begin to act from the identity self of that timeline. The universe in its magical, mystical way held up its end of the bargain and brought me everything I was seeking and more.
Of course, now I have a bit of work to do, translating my dream and downloading it onto paper. But it’s a labor of love replete with the added joy of collaborating with spirit, allowing creations to happen easily and effortlessly!
In 1999 I underwent a series of shifts. I began to see more of what was there. My theory is that "it" is always all there all around us all the time. Our field of perception can be narrow or wide. This is what determines what we see. Our field of perception is determined by our beliefs and attitudes -- and influenced more or less by the collective consciousness.
It is possible to walk through life seeing very little of what is there all around us - visible and invisible. It is also possible to awaken and begin to see more of what is around us physically, and to see with our inner eyes that which is invisible to the physical senses. That's what happened to me in 1999 around the time of the winter solstice. I was suddenly able to see and sense realms of such joy and peace that I was thrown into a tailspin. It was like shining a flashlight into a dark room and seeing all the cobwebs and junk that have been hidden. Now all of it had been brought to awareness and needed to be addressed. I began to see all my experiences in a different light. Sometimes I would go into overwhelm, sometimes I felt ecstatic. At other times, I was depressed at all the weeks and months and years I had seemingly "wasted" slogging through illness, negative emotions and scarcity consciousness. In time, I was able to release my feelings of depression and come into place of gratitude and acceptance for all my experiences. It was then I was able to receive the gifts they offered.
I found that even the darkest seed of suffering has the capacity to unfold the flowers of a joyful spring; that a true renaissance of the spirit is possible when we come into mastery by allowing ourselves to experience all octaves along the spectrum of life experience.
As I moved further into this renaissance of spirit, I was able to raise my vibration to align more with my higher self, which is always in communion with our oversoul, the organizing entity for our orchestra of selves. These selves incarnated in various timeframe dimensions cumulatively comprise the gifts and knowledge of our soul throughout time. As I began tapping into this rich treasure trove of knowledge and understanding, I received tremendous downloads that I have, in the last couple years begun to organize into the channeled messages contained on this web site and in my book, Portals of Spirit, which will be complete early in 2008.
There's much more to come. The downloads keep arriving. I continue to translate and share them and I look forward to sharing with you here in time. It is a joy and a pleasure!